“The deed will come in the mail in six or eight weeks,” she said. “But the sheriff’s office had the keys from when they boarded up the back door.”
She slid a manila envelope across the counter.
“Nobody’s going to mind if you start mowing.”
It was a ring of seven old keys. Two of them were skeleton keys. Not one of them was marked.
We drove out there with the windows rolled down.
We stood at the foot of those porch steps holding that ring of keys between us. Nate’s hand was shaking. So was mine.
“Capable,” he said.
“Don’t,” I said.
And then we both started laughing so hard I had to sit down on the bottom porch step.
It held.
We still didn’t tell anybody.
By then it wasn’t a rule so much as a habit. And there was a little pride in it too. I’ll own that.
I wanted to hand them a finished thing. I wanted to say, come to dinner. And give them an address.
It was a long, long way from finished.
The fourth key opened the front door.
Inside, it smelled like mice and wet plaster and somebody’s old pipe tobacco. There was a calendar from a seed company still hanging on the kitchen wall. Turned to a July six years gone.
The wallpaper in the front room was coming down in long sheets all by itself.
The fuse box was in the cellar stairwell. Sixty amps for the whole house.
When Nate unscrewed the first fuse, there was a penny jammed in behind it.
“Well,” he said. “That’s one way.”
Behind the plaster walls, it was all knob-and-tube wiring. Cloth-covered wire run through little porcelain knobs. Eighty or ninety years old. Brittle as a cracker.
Nate did two years in the electrical program at the vocational school before he ever switched over to diesel.
He went down to the county office and pulled a homeowner’s permit. He bought a brand-new two-hundred-amp panel with the first paycheck after the sale.
And then he rewired that entire house at night.
He’d come off his shift at five o’clock. Eat whatever I’d packed in a cooler for him. And work until eleven with a headlamp on. Because of course there was no power in the house at all. Just one temporary pole out in the yard.
Room by room.
He drilled the old wall studs. They were true two-by-fours, oak, hard as iron. He pulled new cable through them and stapled it neat as a seam.
I never once saw him hurry a staple.
I pulled wallpaper.
There were five layers of it in the front room. And under the very last layer, somebody had written a column of numbers on the bare plaster in pencil. Somebody adding up sums a long time ago.
I pulled wallpaper until my thumbs split open. Then I taped them up and went to my shift at the diner. And I came back.
I was still working both jobs. The house had taken every dollar we had.
Wire costs money. So does a new well pump. And a septic man. And a dumpster.
There was one night in May when I sat down on an overturned five-gallon bucket in what was going to be the kitchen. Just to rest my feet for one minute.
I woke up an hour later with my cheek pressed against the plaster wall. And Nate’s work jacket over my shoulders.
He hadn’t woken me up.
He was up on the ladder six feet away, still working. With his headlamp turned down low.
The county inspector came out the first week of June.
He was a quiet man named Larry. He went through the whole house with a flashlight and didn’t say ten words. At the end he signed the inspection card and stuck it in the front window.
“Who’d you say did this?” he asked Nate.
“I did.”
“Hm,” Larry said. “You want a job?”
The power company set the meter that Friday.
Nate threw the main breaker.
And I stood in the kitchen and flipped the switch.
And one bare light bulb came on. Hanging over the spot where a kitchen table ought to go.
That same week, my phone rang at my desk at the hospital.
“Emily. This is Opal.”
Opal is Nate’s grandmother. Ron’s mother.
She was eighty-eight years old. She lived in the senior apartments behind the Methodist church. She did her own laundry. And she read the county paper front to back every single day with a magnifying glass. Legal notices included.
I’d always been a little afraid of Opal. She was a small, upright woman who didn’t chatter.
“Opal? Is everything all right?”
“The paper finally printed the trustee’s sales,” she said. “It says Schafer, Nathan and Emily, bought a house and two and three-tenths acres on the north road.”
There was a pause.
“Is that the Miller place?”
I looked around the billing office like somebody might be listening.
“Yes ma’am. We haven’t told anyone yet. We wanted to get it fit to see first.”
She didn’t say anything for so long I thought the line had dropped.
“Come get me Sunday after church,” she said. “And don’t tell Ronald.”
“Opal, it’s not safe yet. The porch is bad. There’s plaster down everywhere.”
“I have walked on worse,” she said.
And she hung up.
So that Sunday, I pulled up in front of the Methodist church at a quarter past eleven.
Opal came down the walk in her navy blue dress and her good shoes. Her pocketbook hung on her wrist. She let me help her up into the truck.
She didn’t say one word the whole way out.
Six miles. She held that pocketbook in her lap with both hands and looked straight out the windshield.
When I turned in at the lane, she made a small sound.
I thought it was the ruts.
Nate was waiting in the yard. He’d cut the weeds back and laid two planks across the worst part of the porch.
He came over to help her out of the truck. She lifted her hand.
“I can manage steps, Nathan.”
She wouldn’t take my arm either.
She went up those planks slowly, with her hand on the porch post. She went in through the front door.
And here’s the thing I noticed. The thing I couldn’t account for.
She didn’t look around the way a visitor looks around.
She walked straight through the front room. Turned left. Then right. Through a doorway we hadn’t even hung a door on yet.
Like her feet already knew exactly where the kitchen was.
She stopped right in the middle of it. Under that one bare light bulb.
She looked at the window over the spot where the sink used to be.
